Frustration

I'm kind of frustrated.i wonder how we Iranian people don't have primary rights of living.we study all the time,after graduation we seek for a job which is very hard to find then live a normal life without any excitement just a routine life. We don't have even primary rights of life, we can't wear whatever we like, afraid of moral police, we should buy out-dated cars with the same price of new cars in the world.we should get on the old planes and all the time scares of clashing! About 30000 people are killed on the roads each year due to the lack of safety in our cars and roads also lack of discipline in our driving.
Instead our government wants nuclear plants,wants to isolate our country and people for having Russian made nuclear plant!wants to rule all the world.wants to send all of his people to the heaven.the only thing that's not worth to my government is its people life. we cant state our opinion clearly and peacefully afraid of tear gas and batons. Our voting system is a kind of joke! Democracy means nothing in my country!everyone has to pretend,has to put mask to live his life,the Iranian passport is worth less than a piece of paper! everyone on the world see us in kind of insulting manner...
I'm tired of this situations,tired of all of these masks.i want a little free air to breath... I want to live like other people in the world, I want to live in this world,today world not in hundred years ago.if i work hard somewhere if i study i want to be sure of my future,i want to be sure that i can have fun, I want to say whatever I want without any fear, I want to be myself...
I'm sorry for my country,my people and myself...